So Robb goes out to hang with his buddies for 7-8 pm. He leaves early, like 5-ish to hang out with the guys before closing.
He tells me, "Don't wait dinner."
Okay. I don't.
So, it's now 10:23 pm.
I'm not calling him.
I so wish I didn't care. I wish I didn't want to curl up with him. I wish I didn't love my dog so damned much. I wish I wasn't sitting here wondering what he's doing.
NO, I would not want to go back from whence we came or anything like that. I guess I'm doing that "wishing it never happened thing" but even that's stupid.
I wish I hated him.
But I don't.
I'm just heartbroken.
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Hi sweety!
Sorry it took me a lifetime to get back over here and catch up. I suck. I know. Don't hate me please???!!
I got to go through all the past posts and I am AMAZED by your strength. I missed that about you on the list. You always were so strong!!
I miss you so much and I am praying for only the best for you okay?
And I promise, or at least I promise to try to promise, to not lose contact with you again!!
Damn - I hate heartache. It is an evil thing, hopefully you will see more happiness soon.
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